Passion.

pas·sion: 4 a (1): emotion (2)plural : the emotions as distinguished from reason b: intense, driving, or overmastering feeling or conviction c: an outbreak of anger 5 a: ardent affection : love b: a strong liking or desire for or devotion to some activity, object, or concept c: sexual desire d: an object of desire or deep interest

I made a decision today that will change my course in life. This decision may have surprised some, while being thought of as inevitable for others. I remember one night in undergrad when I was talking to some friends about their choice of majors. I asked them if they had a passion for what they were doing and none of them did. They turned the question on me and, without hesitation, I said, "of course." I remember having my mind blown that not everyone was fortunate enough to have the kind of love that I have for photography. I never understood what it was like for work to actually feel like work.

But, something switched in me. I decided I wasn't ready to give up on school and went head first into another degree program. It never fit. There has never been that same tug as there was in my photography days. There came a point where I had to finally admit to myself that just because I'm good at something, doesn't mean that is what I should be doing with the rest of my life.

You may be wondering if it was difficult to come to this conclusion. No. It was actually one of the easiest decisions I have ever made. I am an idealist. A romantic. And, as much as I have tried to shy away from this term in the past, I am an artist. I thrive off of creativity and expression and emotions. The idea of wearing a suit to work everyday terrifies me. It is just not who I am.

So, here I am. Law school-free. I'm going to give my camera some much needed attention.